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Old April 25th, 2012, 03:21 AM   #1
Idon'tknow
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I don't know what to do anymore

About a year ago my boyfriend and I broke up because he cheated on me. We had been together for about 9 years. He had cheated on me years earlier but I never thought he would do it again. I was horrified to learn on New Years Day that what he had been doing on New Years Eve is sleeping with a girl I knew and trusted. Since then I have got into a new relationship but for some reason I can't seem to let all of the past relationship stuff go. I still miss him frequently and whenever my new boyfriend does something that I find hurtful I feel like it effects me more than it should. Every little thing hurts me so bad. I have found myself not wanting to hang out with anybody but my new boyfriend. I guess when I am actually physically with him I do not think about the pain from my past relationship so there is some relief in it. I just do not know how to move on. My ex was my best friend for 10 years, we grew up together, his family had become my family and now they are all gone. It makes me feel so alone sometimes. I want to be able to give my new relationship a chance but I don't think I can until I find a way to let the past go. Please help me! I am quite young, this was my first serious boyfriend so I am not sure how to handle this loss.
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