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Old October 8th, 2012, 03:48 PM   #127
Join Date: Feb 2012
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I've allowed myself to fantasise abt him more than I should n it has made me v unhappy w married life. I get nervous n giggly arnd him. I imagine him feeling de same way but it is not so n I feel so embarrassed n stupid n rejected n disappointed. I'm s terrible mum who doesn't pay attention yo my kids. I hate it when they cry. I pay more attention to the tv than to them. They crave for my attention but I get so bored doing nothing w them. I've never truly enjoyed sex w my husband n try to avoid it s much s I can. Mayb that's y I'm seeking love elsewhere. I want to b happy to live my dream to b a good mum n wife. Maybe I'll start today. Stop thinking of de other guy cos he only brings me pain.
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